Once there was ..now there is not
sweet bliss this feeling unknown
in darkness dwells the enemy
to pounce upon the elation shown
in momement here this ecstasy
evil things in robes of sorrow
which brought Poe's House to Fall
Linger now and seek to borrow
light that now burns in Usher's hall
The wings of angels beat my back
and slowly I give in
Lift me from this burning pit
and release me of my sin
but something pulls me back
from darkness there's a call
my demons pleading now
I could have it all
Of The Dead
Ghosts stare at me through pale eyes. Long dead and forgotten, no difference made, no impact on what they once called home. I feel pity for these lost souls, because I do not want to become one of them. To expire and leave my world for the certain consistency of death. Not to taste. Not to love. Not to feel. I can smell the damp earth on them, the decay of leaves and flesh. A body becoming one with the earth. I can smell their hate. Hate for blood that pumps into every living tissue, every organ, every limb. Hate for every synapse, every thought, every wonder. They hate me and I feel more kin to them than my walking brother. Perh
no blood for oil
no blood for hate
how much longer now
do we debate
were there bombs
were there not
how many brothers
must get shot
how much death
how much greed
to fill a tyrant
to his need
how much?
what is this you call a plan
a nation led by ignorance
blindly into the gates of hell
War? what is this... a personal vengence
against a state of mind.
An inherrited conflict of hatred
fundamentlist christian warrior
blazzing though the dessert
a mondern day constanine
paint your face for war
but now an idiot grin on television
you are you realy that stupid?
A true leader of his people
Elected by the masses
Divine Right Theory in hiding
Sweep back the tides of war
bring them home to their family
or else we will throw too much of us to the wind
One million boots march along
the clank of rifles drift up slow
an evil, lonesome piercing song
thats played as they go
Atop a mountain this king awaits
for words of his soldiers true
to wash the waters without debate
into a cremson hue
He fights his way through holy lands
and feeds the ones he plights
care for them from with his hands
this people that he fights
We have fallen
no longer attached to a line of morals
lost without an inner voice
in this sea of temptaion and greed
Power, Money, Lust guide us on
oblivion, just a transaction away
but we let go of this
a string of diginity
As soon to kill you in the name of a god
than as to ask you for donations
self destruction, hatred breeds
we lost this string of dignity
all i see is violence
hatred corruption greed
American-Nazisms' finest
swearing to succeed
stand tall and blind
like liberty behind bars
falling victim always
to broad stripes and stars
beautiful irony
....and justice for all
what about the life
of those he let fall
slums and ghettos
filled with American Pride
what about THOSE soldiers
who have fought and who have died
With the wind we step
like petals unchained and true
a rose so innocent ; sweet
has no compairson to you
like the wine we pour
a vintage , ripened taste
a love so deep and pure
is made now without haste
dancing with the roses over meadows
all the colors; oh every hue
nowhere would i rather be
than forever next to you
lonely drops of solitude
together in unity
natures changing mood
for all to see
she roars with her malignat anger
at interlopers in the sky
she warns the Earth of danger
and then begins to cry
her tears wash the dust
from her sentries standing by
which bow their heads to bust
like a man condemed to dy
her crys turn to sobs
and her sentries stand once againn
she washed away the mobs
and the earth is born again
If the begining is the end
then where so i start
how can i mend
such a broken heart
should i take the light
and pray for hope
or quit the fight
and take the rope
Angel
hold me for I have fallen
so deep alone in darkness
I call a name whos voice Ive never heard
I long to hear yet am deaf
I long to see but I am struck blind
Does this not seem absurd
An angel save me
from my lonley void
Hold me and tell me things I should never here
I lay awake and ponder thoughts
of my angel's sweet caress
I long to speak yet I am held by my fear
Surround me with your wings
and comfort me with your voice
for a lonely poets dream is to be felt
unholy thoughts of despiration
forhotten by dark thoughts of greed
so grim this despiration
more is all u need
her icy grip around your throat
so inviting her touch
so willing to let go
so willing to give up
kiss the blade of her work
as she lowers it upon your life
now you fly with a million damned souls
but not alone anymore
ALL AMERICAN
Blinded by the stars
no way you could see
life behind bars
social confomity
Political circus
of governmental separation
each its own perpose
division is our relation
Industrialized society
always seekin more
buying our propriety
at the cornor store
Freedom of religoin
"In God We Trust"
In whatever form
Blelieve you must
divided as one
never to fall
controlled by none
feared by all
GoodBye
In the shadows lies our fate
wrapped with firey strings of hate
Goodbye world it was short
there is no one who could sort
all your politics and resolution
your conflicts with no solution
cast away were your rights
torn apart by all the fights
Great Spirit forsakes the east
nevermore the promise of peace
we cast our eyes to desert sands
wondering what goes on in far away lands
Behold this we found
freedom and justice all sound
we hold it strong from ocean to moon
hope not to lose it no time soon
we gaurd the right we gaurd the well
if we loose it
time will tell
save me from lonliness
i miss you so much
i long for your softness
and wish for your touch
each minute im without you
its tearing me apart
i dont know what to do
i was lost from the start
i want to look into your eyes
and caress my angel's face
let no more of me die
for u are my rose set in lace
Standing on the worlds edge
as i begin to fall
swaying on life's ledge
about to loose it all
I fall through this void once called life
i tried so hard to prevail
now alone with a broken knife
i tried so hard just to fail
I've never been one to beg or borrow.
My soul has fallen into a spiral.
Into the blackness that is tomorrow.
There is no hope, only sorrow.
The only cure is the pyro.
So I light the fuse and await for death.
Letting go of life's last sweet breath.
So bury me with a rose upon my chest.
For I leave this world for the next.
They don't care
Why would they lie
This is it
My last goodbye
I'll write a note
And mail it away
Without a stamp
With nothing to say
This is my last goodbye
I'll tell you I love you
Though it wasn't returned
I'll tell you be happy
Though I never learned
This is my last goodbye
Thanks for being there
Thanks for pretending
But I'm not your charity case
I'm not worth mending
This is my last goodbye
I'll pack my bags
With no were to go
..And try to return
But you'll never know
My last goodbye
Second thoughts
Regrets only
Stumble and fall
To die lonely
I'm sorry I left
I'm sorry you cried
I tried to come back
The ni
Though the darkness bites
and tears overwhelm the painful sight
The night will not forever shiver in winter's pry
The heavens will sing and sing they have now
for the autumn gardens festive with angel's halo
The auburn sun will tell me none
and show me that you are my love my only one
and you bear the sun and love tides
the romance you give swoons my heart and subsides
Shakespeare recited Romeo rescue unto Juliet
the garden spread amongst the summer skies
sings her sonnet
Her pretty smiles shade me from the sun in her summer bonnet
The curls she wear o how her ribbons and laces
she comes round and she in her pretty dress dance
nothing lasts forever.
it's always been the same.
it won't get any better,
things won't ever change.
I can't last forever.
I'm slowly cracking up,
this just needs commitment,
and I don't have enough.
you can't last forever.
your hopes are on the ground.
you cannot stand before me
because I'll just bring you down.
we can't last forever,
all because you lied.
I wish that I could love you,
but all my love has died...
i can save you
take you anywhere
you look so lonely
and lost in that head
all you want is right here
someone just to care
let me fill the emptiness
let me take you away from here
show you life and laughter
just the simple things
smile just once
get lost in time tonight
let me save you from nothingness
save you from the knife
so much more to life then this
unlock your thoughts and memories
speak of your mind freely
trust me right now
no you needent worry
take everything from my mind
throw it all away
i refuse to trust myself anymore
everyone feels so far away
i am tired of trying not to break
i try to trust you and it takes so much of me
all my life, i wasted it on you
you've become a part of me
you know it's not fair
as you watch me giving up
get the fuck away from me
give me myself back
what you took from me
i need to replace this pain with something else
my secrets i have locked inside my head
if i could take the blame for my shame
it's easier just to run away
just let me go
but my path is erased
there is no future,no place to go
Current Residence: Purgetory Favourite genre of music: METAL/ alternative ..whatever makes me feel good Favourite photographer: ? Operating System: Windows? MP3 player of choice: Creative .. Down with Apple ! they make zombies Shell of choice: What the fuck man? Wallpaper of choice: im lazy so i dont care Skin of choice: my own ..although i sometimes frequent other peoples. Favourite cartoon character: homer simpson Personal Quote: Peace is the illusion of American optomism
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh
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Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
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METALLICA nirvana, bush, alice in chains, mudvayne, evanescence,SOAD
ok i dont know who let what happen
but im returning again i havent submitted in a while real busy with the drug running....um puppy training buisness..ne way ill halla back
ok im sorry for the title again im bored and those of u who know what it means lol i truely apologize...well i havent heard form the lead singer though i have seen his pic..lol black hoodie banda areound his face so i saw his eyes rather. anyway u heard of em Jill? Torn Between and if they r lookin for a permenentnttnt i might just try that bc im tired of these half ass fuckers around here who cant keep time and have no sense of rhythm..anyway ill shout at you guys later
love you all
I get inspiration from everywhere.. the older stuff on my page..i dont like it. I believe myself and my writing have matured since then. everything influences me. .. you?
hey i love your poetry its so...wonderfull...full of emotion...its lovely! i added you on msn but i thot you were from enotalone D: yes im dumb sometimes ttyl?
heya long time no speak.remember me? haha,prob not.anyway good to see you around...drop me a line or two in a comment.itd be good to play catch up....i lost your aim sn...